No Way Out

Thats a perfect line to go with.Everywhere I go I am being tested by I don't know who its either god or pure coincidence but everywhere I go I either see some brand of alcoholic drink or shows about people cutting themselves.Yea as you can see I'm still not over with my battle against Alcohol and cutting though I haven't cut or drink for a looong time.

I don't want to run away from the truth but I also don't want to embrace the truth.It'll hurt too much if I bring it up.Somethings are better left unsaid but sometimes you need to say it but I don't know its a lose-lose situation in my point of view.Everything seems to hurt real bad even the thought of not aiii nevermind better stop just incase some people will know which problem I am referring to.

Ill update tomorrow the problem is really overwhelming.Maybe I should just die maybe then everyone will be happy.