Monday, February 19, 2007

Everythings My Fault

Life havent gotten any better...Im totally single with no one in sight...Im just a plain loser..Kick the tv numerous time cause its about love and they were holding hands etc....Been drinkin coffee almost every hour..And been taking painkillers but it never seems to heal the pain...

If your asking what happen tp "her" well...lets just say she's happy without me in the picture if you know what i mean...There's nothing left to do..Im just a lonely,ugly,stupid boy..Soo much pain in my heart..I just lost everyone i love in my life..but i did get my wish..2 people whom i love are happy now..i dont care if im the one suffering..but..its just soo freaking lonely but i still rather i suffer instead of them cause after all i aint important to anyone i die no one would give a fuc*..

Well right now im in a state of depression and confusion..i really dont think i have no more purpose in life except to make people happy when they say to me "oi ugly","bida eh kau" and soo on..Everyone's happy..especially 2 of them so..i guess...thats all..nothing left...



-Rated R Ugly-

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