Some Things Are Left Unsaid


Hey..I'm feeling much better..but i cant stop thinking about..yea..her..Maybe I should tell what is bothering me but maybe I'm disturbing her?Or maybe it will hurt her?I guess i should just keep it to myself as i rather get hurt then her getting hurt..I think she knows what is my problem well not all but she might get fed up..

Well here are some reasons why i think I'm going through severe depression..This is REAL symptoms provided by www.suicide.org a website dedicated to help people.The one's i * are currently the one's i have

Suicide Warning Signs:

• Appearing depressed or sad most of the time.*
  (Untreated depression is the number one cause for suicide.)
• Feeling hopeless.*

• Expressing hopelessness.*

• Withdrawing from family and friends.
• Sleeping too much or too little.*
• Feeling tired most of the time.*
• Gaining or losing a significant amount of weight.*
• Making statements such as these:

  • "I can't go on any longer."
  • "I hate this life."*
  • "There's no point to this stupid life."*
  • "Everyone would be better off without me."*
  • "Life is not worth living."
  • "Nothing matters anymore."*
  • "I don't care about anything anymore."*
  • "I want to die."*
  • --And any mention of suicide--

• Writing notes or poems about suicide or death.*
• Acting compulsively.*
• Losing interest in most activities.*
• Giving away prized possessions.
• Writing a will.
• No sense of humor.
• Facing a perceived "humiliating" situation.
• Facing a perceived "failure."
• Feeling excessive guilt or shame.
• Acting irrationally.*
• Being preoccupied with death or dying.*
• Behaving recklessly.
• Irritability*
• Frequently complaining about headaches, stomachaches, etc.*
• Neglecting personal appearance.*
• A dramatic change in personal appearance.
• A dramatic change in personality.
• Performing poorly at work or in school.
• Abusing alcohol or drugs.
• Inability to concentrate.*

I'm not kidding about this...So yea....Well ill post tomorrow morning..Till then...