I failed...

At the age of 15 most people would think that their life has just started but not me.I ruined it already.Growing up I got myself involve with Pills,smoking and alcoholic drinks.I was never good with my studies.Nothing special when it comes to sports.I don't see a bright future for myself.I love traveling but one can't possibly make a living with that alone.

My brother was the better child among the two of us,he's the future of this family.I don't want to keep smiling when I'm broken in two.Everyday I scream for some odd reason thinking that'll she'll hear me.I just want one wish thats all I can go on with the rest of my life if I have that one wish.But wishes don't happen that easily and you have to work to get it.Face it I'm a ugly bastard,not good in studies so with that I don't think I can get what I want.Its the truth why bother denying it.You surely won't be seeing me as a manger or a vice president or something if I have a future it would be based on my skills like some jobs which I cant think of at this time.

Anyway I'll update later but before I go..

"million years from now,I'll be loving you still...." - Alister.T