Didn't Come Out The Way It Was Suppose To...

I'm such an idiot seriously.Chatted with her yesterday but I end up making a stupid wrong move.I told her how much I hate valentine and so so.Shit seriously.Yes I haven't have a nice valentine but i really wanted her to be my valentine this year but instead of asking her I blew everything right up.After I blast valentine in our conver there's no way she would accept me.Plus even if I ask her she then knows I still have feelings for her because I said something like "I'll only ask a person if I have true feelings for her".Shit shit fuck seriously...sighs..

She's the only one I want for valentine if not I rather be single on valentines.Well not much to update on,will update as things develop and stuffs.


From me..

Your the only one I want.I really really love you.I'm sorry I could never entertain you,I just go absolutely blank when I'm chatting with you or when I'm with you.Everytime I see you I just get frozen and I start doing something stupid or say something stupid,even my mood turn fuck up.I'm not scared of getting beat up or getting shouted at,I'm scared of you.Whether I hurt you,whether you get angry at me for my stupid doings,yes its true.I love you..sorry once again...