i aint okey

Hey...
Just thought off posting..like anyone cares...Im freaking depress now...cut myself every now and then yet it aint helping..Im fucking tired of acting like im happy in school cause im not its shit...Everyone doesnt give a fuck,no one's there!!!

I lost everyone..well soon i guess..It really hurts..And i cant just keep coming back to my mummy(not my real)..she'll get fed up..everyone is with me...ill just continue cutting and whatever la..Life's shit..i cant take it anymore..very close to dying and stuffs..sighs..