Still....

Still missing her like hell.Cant get her of my mind.The more I think about her,the more i think that I'm not worthy for her..Keep looking at myself and all I see is an ugly guy... But i really want her with me but i want what's best for her,just want her to be happy even if it have to be without me..

I can't stop looking at her pictures,she's just soo you know..God,I sound stupid and desperate right now.Keep looking at my inbox and my phone just to see if miraculously she sent me a personal message,but like they'll happen.I just want to know what she really thinks of me but I'm scared cause I know its going to hurt soo badly considering I'm ugly,stupid,short,funny looking and if it comes out from her,I don't think my heart can take it but yet I just want the truth.Been thinking about it everyday but I will never know cause I'm not her.

I wonder what she's doing now,probably smiling and enjoying her life if soo that's good after all I want her to be happy.Really don't know what to do,all I want to know is how she feel but I dont know why..sighs..

Anyway I'll continue after i eat lunch about 45 minutes from now.